Thursday, December 25, 2008

i wish u a merry christmas
i wish u a merry christmas
i wish u a merry christmas n a happi new year!!!!!!
hey everyone
enjoy ur holidae??
welll
i have great fun durin the eve
bt i wont be elaboratin on it
cox 2dae
our main character is Jesus
2dae is his bdae
hapi birthdae to u
hapi birthdae to u
hapi birthdae to jesus
hapi birthdae to u
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Happy Birthday Jesus - NCC Music Ministry

Saturday, December 20, 2008

my feelin now?
lost?
depressed?
sad?
angry?
2 tots in my mind
'u cant do it de', another 'stay strong'
stay strong, i will n i try
i m tired
i m weak
i m stress
everything is not in the correct place
i try to put it back to order but it was still in a mass or worst
m i the oni one walkin this path
whr is my mum, sibling?
i surrender
i surrender all to u jesus
u all walkin the same path as mi
i noe tat u are always by my side
but some time i realli m lost
i dun c the light
i will ask myself
'whr are u '
but sometime i jux dun let u in
y?y?y?
y do i felt this way?
i dunwan
lord i left this problem up to u
let mi c u as the one most important in my life
n i dun1 to lose sight of u, touch of u
i wan rest in u
i m goin to trust
i m goin to believe
ur salvation
ur grace
ur love
ur mercy
ur blood
ur body
u gave all this to mi
n i will gladly receive it from u.
though problem comes in lyk waves in my life, one aft another
bt i believe, ur plan for mi is great
god, is ur promise, rest n let u defeat my enemy
i believe n trust in ur promises as u have not, n u will not break a promise
i noe tat u give mi alot
alot alot alot
my power is small
is weak
but not urs
i cant offer u muc for u are the maker of the universal
but i will still offer my devotion
my love back to u
my praise to u
my hand to u
my thkx to u
n lord
use mi
use mi to touch the lost world
i thkx u lord
i thkx u jesus
i thkx u.
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tml i m not goin to church for the christmas service at indoor stadium
i was sad
it the lst time i dun go for christmas service
i was sad
i was sad cox i dun go to church
n the oni one time each year is chirstmas service
y?y?y?
y mux it be lyk this
i enjoy goin to church
i lyk to noe more of god
i lyk to worship god
i lyk to sing praises to god
even if i m sick
my throat will still sing ur praises
i love u lord
though i cant go
but i noe tat u are doin things
u are doin it
i noe it
tml is sabbath
i will rest n u will work.
i believe tat u will save my dad
n next year, my whole family will sing praises to u at indoor stadium
thx u lord
thx u jesus
i thx u !!!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008


Never Alone, Always Cared For

1 Peter 5:77casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.

It does not matter how tightly knit our families are or how many close friends we have. When we go through a difficult time or trial, many a time, we still feel all alone and that no one really cares or understands.

Martha knew that feeling. She had on one occasion cried out to Jesus, “Lord, do You not care that my sister has left me to serve alone?” (Luke 10:40) Jesus’ disciples also knew what it was like to feel small, alone and in trouble. They cried out, “Teacher, do You not care that we are perishing?” when they were swept up in a terrifying storm. (Mark 4:38)
Today, maybe the cry of your heart is also, “Lord, do You not care that I am left all alone… that I am going under… that I am perishing?”

My friend, the Lord does care for you. He loves you so much that He wants you to cast all your cares upon Him — not just some but all your cares. He wants both your big and small cares. There is nothing too small or big for Him. If it is a care in your heart, He wants you to cast it upon Him.

When the apostle Peter wrote “casting all your care upon Him”, he was talking about the continuous act of casting all your cares upon the Lord. As a care comes, God wants you to cast it to Him. That is the lifestyle He wants you to adopt. Why? The verse gives us the reason — “for He cares for you”. You are casting all your cares upon the One who loves you, and who left all of heaven to come and die for you. That is who you are casting your cares to. It is not just any person, but it is the One who gave His life for you!

When you are going through a difficult time, God wants you to believe that you are never alone because He Himself has said that He will never leave you nor forsake you. (Hebrews 13:5) As the object of His care, He will take care of you for the rest of your life. You are never alone and always cared for!
taken from newcreation church
this is wat i m facing right now
omg...god is speakin to mi again
i m such a blessed kid to have such a loving god
as he have say, he will not forsake us
i will cast my cares on u de
jesus i love u !

Monday, December 15, 2008

yippes
u noe wat, my dad speak to mi le leh
i m so hapi
u noe y m i hapi
cox eveytime something to do wit church n christian
my dad can dun tok to us up to 2 wk
n this time, it realli was a miracle
i want to give thks to jesus
thks for hearin my prayers
thks for walkin wit mi this rocky path
i believe in u
n i noe that somedae
my dad will say to u
i believe in u
i will accept u say my pesonal saviour
n nv leave u again.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

hey everyone
clarification to everyone, my family is not chaotic!!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe i have the courage to ask my dad to church
i kept prayin n prayin in tongue
n finally i ask him last nite

at first i call him into my room
n i ask him to sit down jux for a chat
n i told him i felt veri hurt n sad to see him workin 2 job
sometime he oni slip 4-5 hrs per dae for the whole week
i can c tat he is veri tired
tat y i ask him to go to the church
i felt tat it is a better route which he can take
i dun1 to c him takin up 2 job.

bt wen he heard that i say goin to church
his tone of speakin change
at tat time i was confuse
i do not now wat to say
tat y i kept quiet most of the time
it was a spiritual war
n i knew it tat time in my room
i have to think of wat i m goin to say repeatly
to ensure that wat i told my dad is correct
n oso the way i phrase, my tone is correct.
at tat time i cant stress on my anger
i noe that in order to make a change, i have to be the one to change
i oso have to respect my parent
regardless of wat they have done, wrong or correct
i still have to respect them, this say by god
tat y wen i tok to my dad, even though i m sad n angry at wat he say
i jux keep quiet.
even if i tok back, my tone is jux different.
tat nite was truly not mi
i suddenly tok lyk a gal
i m jux confuse.

2dae:
my aunt family came as i really nid their help
my dad didn tok to mi
n worst of all
he oso nv tok to my mum, bro n sis
wat i mean didnt tok is tat even wen we tok to him, he dun reply
depress......
den my aunt came
they console mi wit god words.
they pray for mi n my family.
felt muc better now
i await for the ans from god
tat my dad will become a christian somedae
my mum have more wisdom
my sis can be wiser in term of controling her anger n emotion
my bro of cox is his stubborn-ness.

lastly i wan to tell mi dad(though he duno i have a christian blog)
we all love u
n we realli dun1 to c u work so hard anymore
we realli await for the dae
wen u walk up to the church n say
jesus, i accept u as my saviour...

Monday, December 8, 2008

da jia hao!!!
2dae veri veri veri veri sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel lyk singing rain rain go away
come again another day...
our plan for today
picnic at east coast park
but nature plan
rain whole dae
lol
since it god plan
we have to follow it lor
cox we nv noe wat is coming out way
n i noe tat god plan for mi is always right
anyway.. hahas... i realli want to go.....